For most of my life, I have wondered when I would become lovable, when I would feel truly safe and free and happy. A sort of cloud is beginning to lift and I am starting to see how these things have existed all along. They have always been here ready for me to accept them into my experience. But I didn't feel entitled to them so I refused them entry at the door. I am working on learning how to change the way I approach this experience (life) - so I may truly feel entitled to these things - to allow myself to receive them because I am really the only one who can.
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"...offer prayer to your uninvited guest. Only then will your house be blessed."
-Harry Manx